Hobby Modification App; Episode 10, Day 4 : Yui Hiiragi 2

　―I stand up and pull down my pajama pants and shorts, then take them off completely and throw them down on the ground, staring at my own crotch.

　Then put my hand on my chin and wanders around the room.

　Before long, I turn around and around in a circle around the center of my room.　

    ...What am I going to do? 

    It's not possible to put that thing inside of me.

　I have been thinking about this since yesterday.

　When I go to my desk, I see a man's cock on the screen of my laptop, which is displayed on a shady website.

　...But he is bigger than that, right?

　Once again, I looked at my crotch.

"Haa..."

　I let out a deep, deep sigh.

　After stroking my lower abdomen, I began to run my hand over my crotch, sliding the hand upward by the length of the senior's cock as if I was measuring it.

　My uterus is probably around here, right?

　

    I press lightly on the area where my hand is with one finger.

　I can't tell by pressing it, but I'm sure it's here.

　If this is the case, then if I embrace the senior's penis, it will be blocked by an uterus in this area.

　The length of the senior's penis is much longer than the position of my own uterus.

　No matter how you look at it, it was already the part where my internal organs were located.

　Unintentionally, my feelings were stirred up.

　From what I could find on the net, it was argued that it was essential to put all of a man's cock in the vagina.

　They say a vagina that can't hold the whole cock is not comfortable or something like that.

　...I can't do it.

　It makes me want to cry.

　I feel like I'll die if my senior says it didn't feel good when he had sex with me.

　No, I'll get mentally sick for sure. I'll stay in my room and become a hikikomori. (A form of severe social withdrawal, called hikikomori. Adolescents and young adults who become recluses in their parents' homes, unable to work or go to school for months or years.)

 

　...What should I do? I really don't know what to do.

　And again, I browse around the net to find information

　There's also the question of whether it's going to enter the vagina in the first place.

　I doubt very much if that thick one of my senior's can fit in mine, but the net seems to indicate that it will work somehow.

　My friend said that the thicker ones are manageable since it's also the place where the baby is coming out, so I guess it will be okay.

　So, the thickness is manageable!  I believe that the thickness is not a problem, but what should I do about the length?

　I couldn't get such information from my friends or on the net.

　The only information I could get was some kind of nonsense that I should develop it.

　How can I accept a man's big cock if I am a virgin? There was no information on how to accept a man's big cock as a virgin anywhere.

　...But we were just about to do it at that time.

　I still don't know if that day is real or not, but it is true that he asked for my body.

　I don't know what my senior thinks when he looks at me like that, at least it's still true that he wanted me physically.

　I don't feel bad about the fact that he asked for it, though I'm dissatisfied about the reason that we started getting closer is because he wants my body.

　If only I could have kissed him there, I probably would have been willing to die right away.

　I touch my lips and play with them.

　I wanted to kiss you...

    Just thinking about it makes me very sad.

　I think that's awful. I think it's really awful.

　I think back to the image of the devil senior who played with my private parts as he pleased but never kissed me.

　As long as he kissed me, I didn't care what he did to me.

　I really thought so...

　Just thinking about it makes me sad, and at the same time, heat begins to burn in my core.

　I can't help but always recall the image of the way my senior looked at that time.

　My heart started pounding, and I could feel that my body was getting excited.

　The senior in my head was torturing my pussy with his big hands.

　He puts his hand on my shoulder to keep me from running away and plays with my pussy without any restraint.

　Every time the senior in my head tortured me, every time he played with my pussy, it brought back the pleasure that I had felt at that time, which was many times better than when I did it myself.

"...Nnngh♡♡..."

　My head melted with pleasure. I reached out to play with my pussy, and―

    

    Ah, I'm shocked!

　

    Looking down, I could see my nipples were erect even through my pajamas, and further down, I could see my love juice running down my thighs.

　I shook my head vigorously.

"Ah, geez! "

　I said to myself as if I was trying to cheer myself up.

　This is just like yesterday. I masturbate, and the next thing I know, time is running out.

　My body is on fire, and my heart is aching, but now is not the time for this.

　There is a possibility that I can't satisfy my senior when I encounter the same situation.

　Thinking of that, I started to browse the net again.

"―Ass? "

　I searched the net for something and came up with such an answer.

　I put my hands on my buttocks and squeezed them.

　... I wonder how it is. I think I have a good amount of flesh and firmness, maybe?

　I have C-cup breasts, and I'm confident that I have an overall average size.

　But what about the buttocks?

　I mean, I know there is such a thing as molestation, and I think the buttocks are also a favorite place of men, but―do you do it with this?

　I gently press the hole in the middle of the buttocks with my finger just a little bit.

"Mmnn..."

　It's a weird feeling. It's not, by any means, a pleasant sensation.

　Will this satisfy my senior?

　But, but, if I ask him to do it with my ass, he won't reject me, right?

　Well, I don't know. It's a dirty place, so it's usually a no-no, isn't it?

　But I don't have any other choice...

　Besides, I read on the net that men are usually happy when they can do it in the butt hole...

"Hmmm..."

　Tap-tap-tap 

    I think as I poke the hole of my butt.

　I usually keep my butt clean, but it's a different matter when it comes to the inside of my butt hole.

　And I wonder if it can really go inside.

　I can't imagine my senior's cock going through this hole.

　I try to put my finger in the hole of my butt, but I feel tremendous resistance.

　I can't believe that my senior's cock will fit in there since my finger does this.

　... Or is there any other way?

　I tap the keyboard and search the net.

　There are a lot of sites about how to develop your butt.

　I try to peek into one of them.

　Then, I found a new abnormal world.

"Wow...."

　For a moment, I wished I hadn't looked at it.

　But it must be necessary information.

　I take a quick look at it.

　It seems that I need some tools to develop my butt.

"Tools, tools, uh. I wonder if Amason has them."

　I wonder if Amason, the largest internet store, has it.

　When I searched, I found some tools. As expected of Amason. It seems that they also sell some kind of weird tools.

　I'm going to buy it right away.

　It will arrive tomorrow, huh.

　I was half-excited, half-anxious.

　If this tool can make my senior feel good, I'll be more than happy.

　But is it okay if it's an ass? I can't help but feel a bit uneasy.

    When the time comes, and I am rejected by my senior, my heart will be broken.

　Not just broken, but on the level of being ground into pieces by a food processor.

　But if he kisses me. I will be revived.

"Haa... "

　I wanted to kiss you...

　After all, that's all I've had in my mind since yesterday.

    *    *    *

　―I suddenly felt lonely when I was about to go to bed.

　No, I have noticed it since yesterday.

　The desire to touch my senior, it's a disease that often occurs in the winter season.

    I can feel it right now.

　It would be bad if it gets serious, but I can bear it at this level.

　I've been regularly touching my senior to avoid the onset of the disease, but it seems that I haven't done enough.

　This is also the fault of that actress.

　Thanks to the actress-senior, the senior component(成分) inside of me, which is usually lacking, has been rapidly depleted recently.

　Thanks to her, I'm in this mess. I, who was in good health, have become ill.

　It's not easy to recover from such a disease.

　It is May now, and if I stick to my senior more than necessary, he gets angry, saying that it is too hot, so I don't stick to him anymore now.

　It was very difficult to fix it in such a limited situation.

　...Good grief. If you are an actress, why don't you find a partner in the entertainment industry?

　Why senior of all people?

　I would have supported her if it wasn't for my senior.

　The way she spins around as if she is in love for the first time. The way she is so nervous and careful about her distance from the senior makes me want to say, "How can you be an actress if you're like that?"

　I wonder if I am justified in thinking that she is cute even though I have the same gender.

　She's beautiful, pretty, stylish and has a good personality. Why didn't you just grab one of the good-looking guys in the entertainment industry?

　―If she had done so, then we wouldn't have become enemies.

"Ha..."

　Exhaling a sigh, I get out of bed and go to the closet in my room.

　Here is the ultimate weapon I used in times of need. I use it when I cure my senior deficiency.

　It is a treasure that cannot be carelessly thrown out.

　In front of the closet, I take off my pajamas and underwear and strip naked.

　Then, I took out my senior blazer from junior high school, which was hanging carefully in the closet, and put it on over my naked body.

"Ehehe....♡♡ "

　I felt happy just by putting on the blazer.

　I tighten the collar of the blazer so that it tightly wraps around my body.

　I felt as if I was being hugged by a senior in school uniform.

　It is my treasure that I was able to get by forcing my senior when he graduated from junior high school.

　I dive into bed wearing the blazer.

　I wrap myself up in the futon quickly.

　Then, I could smell something different from my own smell.

"The smell of senior...♡"

　I feel my mind stabilize.

　I can feel the unstoppable loneliness fade away.

　I wonder how happy I'll be if one day I fall asleep in my senior's arms.

　I pull the collar of my blazer inward so tight that it is painful.

　The blazer tightens around my body, and I feel my senior closer to me.

　I wonder if my future senior will hug me like this.

　Will he hug me so tightly that I feel pain?

　...I'm sure he will.

　Senior was always kind to me for some reason.

"Se...nior...♡"

　I think I can hear his blunt voice.

　I hear his voice calling me. I see his face looking at me.

　That senior is now hugging me.

　My heart throbs and senior takes a precious component from my heart.

　Sad, sad and helpless, I plunge my face into the pillow.

　I desperately rub my lips against the pillow.

"Muahh.... senior♡"

　I press my lips to his and beg him to give me a component of my heart back.

　But, no matter how hard I push, he only teases me.

"Senior♡♡...Senior♡♡... "

　Unable to stand it any longer, I frantically rain kisses on the pillow, calling him out.

　I desperately seek for Senior's lips to get back the component that was taken away from me.

　The mean senior did not return my kisses.

　On the contrary, he is removing the components marked 'senior' from my heart one after another.

　The components marked with 'senior' in my heart are missing, it's not enough, I'm desperate and single-mindedly seeking out the components

　I want to kiss him more deeply, but I can't. I want to feel him more, but I can't. 

    I start to cry.

"Senior..."

　To cover my tears, I reach for my lower body.

　It was already soaked.

　I play with my embarrassing spot for as long as I feel like it.

"Ahh, Senior♡♡...... "

　Again, I put my face into the pillow and rubbed up and down on my nether regions.

" ....ghh♡♡...... "

　My head is a mess.

　Pleasure replaces the missing senior.

　The infinitely missing senior component was replaced by infinitely more pleasure.

　Just imagining my lips pressed against the pillow touching my senior's lips. Makes the pleasure crawl up my spine and tingle my brain.

　Just imagining senior's hand touching my pussy is enough to turn the back of my eyes upside down.

    Just imagining the tightness of the blazer as if I were being hugged by my senior, I feel a comfortable floating sensation as if my whole body were in a large, warm bath.

　It's sad, but it just feels so good. It feels good, but it is also very sad.

　My mind and body melt into a jumble, and the boundary between them disappears.

　The limit came soon.

　My vision rapidly narrows, and the pleasure penetrates the top of my head.

"Ugh, it's out...♡♡♡"

　Instantly, I felt a sensation as if the back of my eyes were turned inside out, and a floating sensation covered my whole body.

　I unconsciously pulled the collar of my blazer tighter than ever.

　At that moment, I was hugged tightly by my senior.

　I ascend to heaven with a tight hug from my senior.

　The components that had been missing were now attached to me.

　I have my senior back, and I am finally complete.

　My eyelids are falling down as I bask in the afterglow of my climax, being hugged by my senior.

　The warmth of the hot spring bath makes me feel relaxed, and as I feel faint, I make a wish...

　―Someday, I hope that someday, I will finally be able to sleep with my senior in my arms.

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TN : Many thanks to Nico for giving me a coffee, here is the chapter!

成分, Seibun = Component, ingredient, composition. 

Fyi, for this word 'Thanks to the actress-senior'. Hiiragi used Paisen instead of senpai, a slang with reversed words. Which actually doesn't mean anything, but I guess she is trying to be disrespectful to Akane Kousaka.