Hobby Modification App; Episode 35, Day 15: Reika Ichijouin 4-1

 　―What in the world am I doing ......? 

　In the empty student council room after school, I repeatedly ask myself the same question but never get an answer. 

　Why is it so hard for me to get an answer? It was always like this when I met him. 

　It started with a trivial quarrel. 

　It should have ended in a one-sided victory for me. 

　But now that he's involved...

　I remembered the past incident and gritted my teeth. 

　I was determined to get the better of him, but he always got the better of me. 

　It was the same this morning. It was never my intention. 

　I didn't mean to do it, but the next thing I know, I'm back to that impossible lasciviousness―

　At that moment, what came into my mind was the impossible lust that I couldn't control. 

　My head heated up as if it were boiling with shame. 

　As soon as I close my eyes, I raise my right hand and pound my fist on the desk in front of me to drown out the contents of my head. 

" ――!   "

　I heard a heavy, dull sound from the other side of my eyelids that echoed through the room. 

　I can see my face flushed with shame, but I don't care. 

　The border between my hand and the desk was aching, but I felt such an agonizing shame that I didn't care about it, or perhaps not even enough space to care about it. 

　Scenes of the past appeared one after another in my mind. I desperately mumble in my brain against the source of the shame. 

　―There must be some mistake! So, disappear-, disappear-, disappear!  

　I repeat it over and over in my brain like a curse, and finally, before I know it, I hear it in my voice. 

"――Disappear-, disappear-, disappear-... "

　As I mutter this to myself, I finally start to feel better. 

　But the images in my head, the source of my shame, have not disappeared. 

　No, whenever I begged them to disappear, the scenes I wanted to erase in my brain began to assert themselves more and more. 

　The images in my head just wouldn't go away. 

　I was forced to look directly at them whether I wanted to or not. 

　My lasciviousness was playing in my head. My ugliness. 

　In my head, I look so embarrassing, so shameful, so lustful, yet so happy, so helplessly happy.

　I can't help but gulp at the sight of it. 

　The more I look at her, the more pathetic she looks. 

　My face is distorted with pleasure. 

　I am shaking with pleasure. 

　I really don't want to see it. 

　I don't want to see it, but I can't take my eyes off it for some reason. 

　I ruminated over the scene in my mind as I stared at it blankly. 

　Out of nowhere, I think I hear his command to [Get ready.] 

"Nnmm..."

　I can feel my breath getting hotter and hotter. 

　As the heat propagated through me, my heart went numb, as if it were melting with the heat. 

　Rapidly, I feel my embarrassment fade away. 

　The shame that I had felt so much that I wanted to smash the desk in front of me was gone. 

　What remains instead is that incomprehensible feeling. 

　I found that strange sensation as if a part of my heart was melting and spilling out of me while the core of my head was numb. 

　Unknowingly, a deep, hot breath escapes my lips. 

"...Huaaa....♡"

　I feel as if my whole body is floating. 

　I just want to let go of all troublesome thoughts, float away, and melt into nothingness forever. 

　... and again. I shouldn't think like that... but, even though I shouldn't...

　Why do I feel happy in my head? 

　Why do I have such terrible thoughts after he did that to me, the man I hate? 

　As if to demonstrate this, the images in my head switch. 

　As if to imitate the scene in my mind, I found my lips naturally moving in the shape of a kiss. 

　...No, no, stop...

　It was a bad sign. This is going to be bad. That's what the past week's memory made me realize. 

　No matter how stressed I am, the thought of it makes me happy again. 

　My head goes numb, and before I know it, my thighs are rubbing together. 

　In my head, I'm getting closer to him. 

　Our lips touch. Mine touched his. 

　...Ah, I'm going to kiss him...

　Unknowingly, I lift my chin and tilt my face up. 

　Then I feel him on my lips, even though that's not supposed to happen. 

"Ahh....♡"

　Debauchery. Just imagining what happens after that is debaucherous. 

　It felt like me in my fantasy and me in reality melted and mingled together. 

　I put my tongue into his mouth. 

　My tongue leaves my lips, enters his mouth, and sticks to his tongue. 

　I feel his touch, smell his smell, ―taste his taste. 

　Instantly, there was a flicker of light in front of my eyes. 

"...ugh...♡♡"

　My tongue stretches to the limit and flicks out. 

　I felt my body stiffen, and then I felt a jolt. 

　I feel numb. The pleasure from the tongue makes me numb with debauchery. 

　...How can I describe this exquisite experience? 

　I wiggle my fully-stretched tongue frantically. 

　It is the best, the highest, the most supreme. 

　It tastes better than anything in the world and fills you with happiness just to hold it in your mouth. 

　―Ohh, it's the best...♡

　I tried to hold his head for as long as I could―

"Eh...? "

　My arms are flailing wildly, and my upper body is bent forward. 

　―For a moment, I lose track of where I am. 

　I shake my head, trying to return to reality, and twist my upper body to hug the back of the luxurious chair I'm sitting on. 

　The only thing on my mind is that I do not want to cut off this happiness. 

　As if guided by this thought, I reach out my lips with my arms. 

　The hardness of his lips against my lips. 

　I remember the feeling of his lips on mine.

　His smell, his touch, his taste. 

　When I remembered it, I clenched my arms tighter and tighter, sucking desperately on the imaginary object in front of me. 

　Then I begin to see him again. 

　Instantly, the peak of my chest, which is pressed by, sends me a constant rush of pleasure. 

"Mmffhh...♡"

　That's all it took for my spine to straighten up. 

　...feels good. It feels so good.♡

　As if to embody the words in my brain, I press my breasts against his chest to rub them against his and extend my tongue into his mouth. 

　...More, more,...♡

　As if rushed by my words, I moved my tongue. 

　I feel my body contorting in pleasure with each move of my tongue. 

　I felt my hips naturally swaying. 

　The lower part of my body was tingling and numb. I wanted to play with it right now. 

　But I couldn't remove my hand. 

　If I remove my hand, he will run away. 

　With his mouth closed, he is writhing in desperate, suffocating agony, and he will run away if I move my hand. 

　...I won't allow you to do that...♡

　I put more pressure on my arm and pressed my lips against his. 

　I don't know if it's imagining things or not. 

　All I know is that I'm sucking on his lips even harder than before and moving my tongue around. 

"... Haaa, haah, it looks like you're in pain... ♡♡ 'Cause, you can't breathe... ♡♡"

　Just looking at him in front of me, I feel a tingling sensation rising in my spine, and my mind goes blank. 

　The pleasure from my chest that he pressed is getting stronger. 

　At that moment, I felt my body floating with pleasure. 

"Nngh......♡♡ ――Comingg...♡♡♡♡"

　Pleasure permeates my whole body. 

　My eyes and mind were blank, and I didn't know what was going on. 

　But somehow, I knew clearly that some lewd liquid was coming out of my crotch. 

"――Haaah ...... haah ...... "

　Breathing on my shoulder, I leaned on the back of the chair.

　....I'm doing it again. 

　It's been like this since he and I had that... inappropriate act last week. 

　I always lose my reason in the middle. 

　Even this morning, it was supposed to start as a normal conversation. 

　I was supposed to protest. 

　I was going to tell him to stop making such a shameless threat and ordering me to come to school while not wearing underwear.

　That is why, in protest, I took off my underwear and appeared before him, saying that this was the outrageous act you were asking me to do. 

　I didn't think that a person who had threatened people and ordered them to do something but never checked the result of the order would suddenly show interest in it today. 

　Thanks to this, I have done a dishonorable act again. 

　It was good that I had kept the car completely isolated from the outside, but I wonder what I would have done if I had been found out. 

　...Well, the driver, Gouda, was quite doubtful. 

　It is impossible for him to betray me, but it is not something I can do many times. 

　Just thinking about this morning makes me shiver. 

　Not in fear.... but something different. 

　Oh no, my brain is going in the wrong direction again. 

　Once again, I can feel my head beginning to go crazy. 

　...everything is his fault. 

　Just thinking about it makes me crazy. 

　The only one outside of my family who isn't afraid of me. 

　The only one who makes me crazy. 

　I should hate him, I should have hated him, but just by being with him, I felt feelings that I'm afraid to even say. 

"...What's the matter with me? This me... "

　Again, I put my lips close to the place where we had just kissed, and we put our lips together. 

　Just like that, a light lit up in my heart. A light of happiness melts my heart. 

"... Mmwuu, hate, mwa mmwah, I hate you..."

　I said while raining down kisses.

　What is this feeling? 

　Certainly, he's not the type of person I've ever met before. 

　The look of awe in his eyes as he looks at me. Expectant eyes. Adoring eyes. None of them are in his eyes. 

　He doesn't have it, even though everyone is aware the Ichijouin family is behind me. 

　He sees me only as ―Reika Ichijouin. 

　Is that...why...? 

"...Mmnnh, it can't be, hhnng, it can't be..."

　I press my lips together. 

　My life has been a struggle with stress. 

　My reputation as a member of the Ichijouin family has always followed me. 

　It is my pride but it also causes me a lot of stress. 

　The Ichijouin family is so big that I, as an individual, am always taken lightly. 

　So, I worked hard. So, I fought. 

　I found myself at a point where the only people around me were those who bowed down to me. 

　There was no one around me that I could call my equal, but I was still satisfied. 

　Because it feels good to have people who bow down to you. 

　That's why I don't understand. 

　I never thought I needed an equal. 

"...What are you really...?  "

　I said and pressed my lips together deeply. 

　I don't have an answer. But I know that, at least with him, the stress from the curse of the Ichijouin family is reduced. 

　―In other words, he is a stress-relieving tool...? 

　I want him as a stress-relieving tool...? 

"...So that's how it is..."

　It finally made sense to me. 

　This makes sense. 

　He is just a tool to be used by me. 

　I am sure I am disgusted and uncomfortable with the tools because he behaves as he pleases. 

　In my mind's eye, I see him playing with me as he pleases. 

　―Really, hate. I hate him...

　Yes, I hate him. 

　I hate him because he's a tool, and I can't use him. I hate him for playing with me. I hate him when he doesn't do what I want. 

　I close my eyes and imagine repeating kissing him. 

　Because, through my closed eyelids, I can see him. 

　―Ahh, dislike, hate, I hate him...

　He's the one who should be my slave. 

　He's the one I should use as a tool. 

　But behind my eyelids, he treats me like a slave. 

　Every time my lips touch his, my feelings overflow. 

　―I hate... hate... hate... hate... hate...♡♡♡

　Every time I think like that, I feel numb inside. 

　Every time I feel numb, I feel like I'm going to melt, to melt from the inside out, to change so much that I can't even remember the original shape of my heart. 

　I hate him. I hate him so much. 

　I think as I kiss him again and again. 

　The only way to get rid of this feeling is to make him my slave. 

　By humiliating him as my equal and treating him like a tool, I will finally be able to find peace. 

　Just the thought of him submitting to me ―makes the depths of my body burn hot. 

　It brings me to shiver, and it makes me shiver from the very core of my being. It was the best feeling I've ever had. 

"...Ahh, good, good......♡ "

"――You look like you're having a lot of fun, Ichijouin."

　In response to his voice, I took my arms off the chair and turned around when I felt a hot sensation on my lips. 

"Mmfffh――!?  "

　Hot things were coming into my mouth. 

　When I realized his lips were touching mine, his tongue was already in my mouth. 

　It was what I had been looking for, what I had been longing for, what I had always wanted. 

　As soon as I perceived this, my taste buds were electrified, and my body jerked. 

　I feel an overwhelming sensation of floating, and the back of my eyes turn inside out. 

"Mmmnnnggggh...♡♡♡♡♡"

　At that moment, I felt a rush of pleasure that made me forget everything. 

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